we’re back after an absence. unfortunately my week has kicked off with a full day of completely dying from eating too much food, then my body rejecting food–this is not ideal, obviously. also my internal clock is messed up and i’m way behind on some stuff
I feel you about the eating. My mom had/has anorexia and she dumped her traumas on me as I was growing up. I ended up on the opposite spectrum of EDs, and it’s a lifetime struggle. Now that I live alone, I try to mitigate things by not having too many things at home. But it doesn’t always work. I try to acknowledge the bad, but not let it bring me down. Tomorrow I will do better.
This week has started good. I decided, last night, to install Ubuntu and set up a dual boot with Windows 10, as to prepare myself for an eventual full migration. I’ve had Ubuntu in the past, so I’m very familiar with it. I had to go through the installation twice due to drivers, but using the “safe mode” installation seemed to do the trick. Now I have to remember to do the hardware clock command next time I boot into Ubuntu, because it keeps messing with Windows’ clock. (I already bookmarked the solution.)
I hope you feel better soon, and that the rest of your week goes well!