I’m only alive because successfully killing myself is hard. Bernadette, she/her, smash bros addict, dog person, work addict, ruined beyond repair, stuck in the past. I will defend Amazon and Nintendo like they’re the parents I never had. They did, and will do, nothing wrong, ever.

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Cake day: November 11th, 2024

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  • I was told by literally everyone that if I had so many bad experiences with friends then the common denominator is me, the problem is me. No one would stand up for me when I was bullied right in front of them, they’d deliberately look away. My high school tried to expel me for almost being raped many times. And they’d still put me in the same gym class as the attempted rapists and imply I’m the problem for being uncomfortable exercising with people who literally sexually assaulted me. The stalker was only someone who “wanted to be my friend” by copying everything I did exactly or closest enough, and cornering me in the bathroom when we were the only people in there, all while she clearly despised me but was pleasant with literally everyone else so I deserved it. Imitation is flattery and whatever shit I fucking hate that quote, coloring red on your jeans to copy a period stain is not flattery. But if I don’t like it, I just need to get over it.