Sorry you were put through that. Aggressions are no place for learning

My family and school were god awful at teaching. It was all forced (rote memorisation) learning and not me actually learning. I needed things taught slowly and broken down. I have wanted to learn the more advanced technical maths long ago, but now I am an adult and need to find a safe, quite and gentle environment where i can

anybody reading this, please do not give suggestions or advice in replies. thank you.